Where's the Ending?

Sometimes the hardest thing to admit is not that we have been wrong, but that we miss or need someone that is no longer part of our life. I feel like you just don't need me anymore

Over two months have passed without so much as a word. It has been hard for me to adjust to life without my "friend", but I have done it. I could not ignore him as much as I tried. I felt my neck stiffen as he approached. "Hi, ...how are you? It's good to see you." There it was. Just like that he was completely ignoring the events of two months ago. I stood there stiff and emotionless. I looked at the floor and mumbled I was fine and then moved to the other side of the room. I could not help think how dare he be so nice to me. To me the greatest insult to our friendship is to ignore that anything went wrong. I have to wonder why this is so hard. I had a friend tell me this morning I need to just let go and stop dwelling on it. Perhaps that is true, but I know me. I don't work that way. I need closure. I need to know how and why. I need an ending to the story. I don't even want an apology. I just want a why. I don't think that is too much to ask.