Expired

So these past few days I was do damn tired. I am sick and tired of my job. Really not because I hate it but I am really exhausted becoz we have a lot of patients everyday and felt like neverending and guess what my days with Dra Maryam are over. Becoz she'll have an exit. And she is complaining a lot to me that she is tired and yada..yada..yada... heck, she is the one who put herself on it and she's dragging me to hell like craziness with patients.. And I kid her, I told her that friday and that is today is her expiry date.. She just laugh. and true it's her last day here at work. I gave her my gift and gift for babies.. I guess she like it.. Me and my bf choose that gift to her. My bf bid her farewell via fone.. And I've heard what she said to him.. She said to my bf, "Promised me that you'll take care of Rowenah" I don't know but thats so sweet.. We all know that after her last days here in Riyadh we really can't tell if we'll see each other again. I will definitely miss her and her 3 crazy girls who always gives me kiss and hugs every night. They often tell me that they love me.

I will also miss her baby sitter Mama Halima who loves us same like mom.. Gives us food and ask me everytime we see each other how I am. She always had a smile on her face. I can't see any hardship on her. But I manage to give a smile back though daintly I hope she understand that I am busy. And give us some homemade food and pastries too.. She is indeed a great person. Though we hardly understand each other I know she has good intentions and a pure heart.. She taught us always good value and that is to save for the future. I give her a kiss and a hug.

Parting is sad it makes my eyes teary. It is a part of our life that we can't hold back. We just have to live and deal with it. Wherever life will take us I hope we enjoyed the ride. I will surely not forget the great people I met here.

My Journal

I'ts a rare occasion that I write about what's going on with my life these days. Not that I want the world to care, coz I know they don't I just want to write becoz I want to.. LOL! Oh geez, I really missed writing and totally missed blogging, it's been a while really.. quite a while now.... I guess I am busy with stuff or just don't feel like writing.. I have written many blogs and I am definitely a member of most blogsites here in the blogosphere and now I come to a point that I will fuse all my blogs into one before I will have a memory gap of my username and password bcoz they are so many. And I will focus on this blog.. I've decided to write everything here. This will be my official smorgasborg blog.

Well you see I had this thing of many little stuff somewhere here in the net that due to my memory gap it has been deleted.. It was so unfortunate of me not to be able to recover it. It was too late. I had many nursing reviewers there, some softwares, journals about nursing, poetry, and some story that for sure you'll be able to relate and makes you wonder and think about your life and how you lived it and others are living it. sort of like that.. It's so sayang"".. It's like a bundle of roses and buckets of chocolates that gone to the bin.. Gosh! Anyhow though it's lost I am rebuilding it again.. I will have something new for you guys. That's a promise..

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My 9th monthsary gift to the only man I love

sorry be late post...

luv u po.. mwah