I was sleepless for almost 3 days because something bothers me. My mom wanted me to get married because according to her I am not getting any younger. Of course I knew that I am 29yo but that doesn't mean I have to rush in that kind of aspect in my life. But then again my mind won't let me sleep for the thought of it. I am frightened to that idea. Getting married with someone I just knew by his name and simple hi and hello stuff. We are not even friends. And besides I am not ready for the responsibility that binds with marriage. I wanna tell my mom right there and then to live me alone and let me decide for my own life. But I just smiled and shrugged it off..
Well, the silly idea began when Manang, our neighborhood bakery owner talked to my mom that she want me to be her daughter in law. WTF! really in my thoughts i wanna scream WTF! His only son who is a few years older is single also, has no gf and is not dating anyone. So that gave her a thought that we are on the same boat. What a crappy idea! I am not desperate to settle down and have kids. What's holding me was myself. I haven't achieved anything in life. I haven't reached my dreams. I haven't shown everyone my optimum potential. Damn! I just can't settle with someone if me myself isn't settled with myself.
For me marriage is not a joke and its tougher and involves really hard work and a strong mind and a tough heart. I just can't settle down because I have to. It should be because I want to and I'm in love. That's it. Since I am on the quest for my life maybe I'll meet my prince along the way through my journey! I wish!
---- to be continued...
Well, the silly idea began when Manang, our neighborhood bakery owner talked to my mom that she want me to be her daughter in law. WTF! really in my thoughts i wanna scream WTF! His only son who is a few years older is single also, has no gf and is not dating anyone. So that gave her a thought that we are on the same boat. What a crappy idea! I am not desperate to settle down and have kids. What's holding me was myself. I haven't achieved anything in life. I haven't reached my dreams. I haven't shown everyone my optimum potential. Damn! I just can't settle with someone if me myself isn't settled with myself.
For me marriage is not a joke and its tougher and involves really hard work and a strong mind and a tough heart. I just can't settle down because I have to. It should be because I want to and I'm in love. That's it. Since I am on the quest for my life maybe I'll meet my prince along the way through my journey! I wish!
---- to be continued...
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